The more assumptions you have to make for a theory to make sense the more unlikely that theory is.
If there are two explanations for something, the simpler explanation is usually the correct one.
Oh my gosh you guys I can overthink myself out of anything... I work super hard to overcome this anxiety I experience and I'm on the way. I love it. I love the peace it affords me. I used to be obsessed with perfectionism now I know Progress is perfection.
The year 2018 is going too fast for me. I wish it would slow down I also know this is wishful thinking. I have been hyper focused on my career and where it's going an where I want it to go recently but only in theory.
I haven't actually done anything. I've gone into the restaurant business. I was in insurance. I was all over the damn place because I wasn't really focused on going anywhere. I wasn't actually doing anything I was just OVERTHINKING every damn thing. WTF.
Isn't that crazy?
Another thing I've started doing is being ridiculously vigilant about the belief that, what I want to happen will happen, not in like some magical if you believe it then so be it way. I typically think that I'm not going to get the things I want because the things I want don't come to people like me. ( College Dropout, Single mom etc...) It's a torturous way to live. There are enough terrible things that happen in the world (Things that are not under my control. Natural disasters and such) for me to believe that because I didn't go through life "the right way" nothing is going to go the way I want it to.